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[10 Apr 2006|10:14pm] |
new el-jay: ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=88.8) for_everlong
FRIENDS ONLY.
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| // i'll never be a stranger, and i'll never be alone. forever, we're together. you're my home. \\ |
[26 Mar 2006|10:19pm] |
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welp.
what's there to say?
last night was fun.
i laughed so hard with brian that i was crying.
literally. i kicked him in the head on several occasions, which just made me laugh harder. ate 3 scones while jen did laundry.
maybe that's what i'll do tonight. bake scones. seeing as jeNn left this morning & i miss her.
i've driven a lot lately.
which is just going to help me when i go to the DMV on.. wednesday, hopefully.
i miss all my lovies.
even though i've seen most of you within the last.. like.. week. whatever.
i just miss you.
something's up with patrick & i.
nothing that would ever be able to seperate us.
just.. something we kind of need to lean on each other for.
today (without intention.) he reminded me of how much i love him.
he speaks to me with such patience. like he knows that's exactly what i need.
(mostly because it was what i needed.)
the marine corps has helped him emmensely with planning. he is wonderful at planning things. mapping them out. & it's sort of a comfort, because i like to know exactly what is going on.
god, i love him.
in other news:
i am still obsessed with billy joel.
hardcore. after the concert, i've had him stuck in my head for frickin ever.
and he has so many songs, you can't get sick of him!! who knew!?
the wedding is next sunday.
i'm kind of terrified.
i've never done this before.
but what's the best way to learn? be gracious, and learn from everything. and fucking dive in, head first. right?
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i miss you.
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this week could be lifechanging.
but, so can every week, right?
c'mon life.
hit me. i'm ready.
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even rode my motorcycle in the rain, & you told me not to drive, but i made it home alive & you said that only proves that i'm insane. you may be right, i may be crazy.
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[24 Mar 2006|01:08am] |
1. I need : fiance in my bed. right this instant!!
2. Sex : always.
3. Relationships: one. love.
4. My Last Ex : a total douchebag.
5. Power : rangers?
6. Marijuana : should be legal.
7. Crack : is addictive.
8. Food : is terrible when you first wake up.
9. The President : is adorable.
10. War : is necessary & sometimes justifiable.
11. Cars : GTI, little civic hatchback, or a black ford focus.
12. Gas Prices: ARE RIDICULOUS.
13. Parties: are for every occasion.
14. Religion : is necessary.
15. Moon and Stars : remind me of you,
17. Worst Fear : everyone leaving.
18. Marriage : is so exciting.
19. Fashion : is for brandilini.
20. Brunettes : me of course. & my girls.
21. Redheads: are so much fucking fun.
22: Work : the university of sweetwater tavern in centreville.
23: Pass the time : MYSPACE.
24: Football: is not for sunday widows.
25. One night stands: are not necessary.
26: Pet Peeve: when people tell me to stop smoking.
27: Pixie Stix : are for snorting.
28: Vanilla Ice : mongo can rap the ENTIRE album.
29: Porta Pottys : are for tipping with leahcim.
30: High school : is over. THANK GOD.
31. Pajamas : never worn.
32. Wood : boner?
33. Surfers : are over rated.
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[24 Mar 2006|12:41am] |
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this song is stuck in my head. mostly because it's so perfect for us. and because i love because it reminds me of you.
i want to know your plans.
and how involved in them i am.
when i go to sleep for good, will i be forgiven?
and if you want roses, then you can go buy a bouquet.
and if that just won't cut it, well what can i say?
you're what keeps me believin the world's not gone dead.
strength in my bones, put the words in my head.
when they pour out to paper, it's all for you.
cause that's what you do.
that's what you do.
i want to know fears, from your feet to back of your ears.
when they raise the landing gear, will your heart stay here?
if you could forgive me. for bein so brash.
well you, you could hit me, or whip me. i'd savor each lash.
you're what keeps me believin the world's not gone dead.
strength in my bones, put the words in my head.
when they pour out to paper, it's all for you.
cause that's what you do.
no more fighting. this is only a waste of our time.
cause soon we'll be leavin, will this strength still be mine?
i'll look out for you. til i die. til i rot.
oh, i'll remember you. til i die. til i rot.
you're what keeps me believin the world's not gone dead.
strength in my bones. put the words in my head.
when they pour out to paper, they're all for you.
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| // when i get where i'm goin, don't cry for me down here. \\ |
[23 Mar 2006|01:17am] |
i love fun nights with [most of.] my favorites.
tonight we baked swirled brownies. [with cayenne pepper of course.]
and we made grilled cheese.
and i talked to danny.
and patrick called.
and we had a really cutie conversation & then got into a fight.
suck. it's okay.
i called and left him a apology voicemail. [twice.]
we're taking a road trip down to florida over easter.
i'm so freakin excited.
like 5 days to just be in the car with my darling.
i am so stoked.
we haven't spent FIVE days together.. since.. um.. after bootcamp. that's.. OCTOBER. wow. i'm baby-deprived.
no worries though. i'm in love with you.
i laughed til my sides hurt in the grocery store today. full on like, me being bent in half from laughing so fucking hard. i haven't laughed like that in a long time. it felt so good.
jeNn was walking down one of the aisles, and i popped out from behind the end of it, and scared the shit out of her. 007 style. god, i'm awesome.
i love my friends.
and i miss the ones that aren't here.
just a thought.
sleep well, lovies.
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[22 Mar 2006|01:38am] |
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[20 Mar 2006|05:18pm] |
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yeah. this weekend resulted in several things. most of which i will post pictures of at a later date. my computer is super gay. but whatev.
* brian & patrick's new tattoos.
[ brian got his name in japanese on his left forearm. & patrick got the iron cross on his left forearm.]
* all of us sleeping in the boys' barracks.
* me getting lipstick left on my cheek from a stripper.
* flashing the entire strip club, twice.
* jeNn, doing the same.
* losing my favorite hoodie.
* falling in love all over again.
* a wreckless driving ticket.
* my first time on base at camp lejeune.
* meeting beau burchfield.
* jeNn being walked in on in the shower.
* going to the PX for the first time.
* visiting courthouse bay.
* jeNn, FINALLY meeting detore.
* a huge fight with brian.
* going 99 mph in a 70 mph zone.
* still loving my lovies, unconditionally.
and, this weekend also marks the beginning of my photo career. i've booked my first wedding. (with help from j.ho & her mommy.) two weeks from yesterday. and, i am absolutely stoked.
&, i miss you darling. more than anything.
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[16 Mar 2006|12:49am] |
i think i'm getting another tattoo this weekend.
but brian's banking of me getting a clit ring.
hahahaha. oh my gosh.
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| // hullo gorgeous. let me take you out. \\ |
[16 Mar 2006|12:45am] |
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know what pisses me off?
getting asked out by my co-workers who KNOW that i am engaged.
stupid stupid stupid.
closed with katie fuller tonight.
she's cool enough.
she's from coastal.
fuuun.
i've been sucking at being a friend lately.
i'm apologizing to danny.
mostly, i'm just retarded.
nobody else has to know what i'm talking about.
just danny.
i'm sorry donkey cooter.
forgive me?
i do love you.
i'm just stupid & forgetful.
anyway. no myrtle this weekend.
just partying it up at camp lejeune.
more fun than a barrel o monkeys, i swear.
i work tomorrow morning.
and then i get to go see BILLY JOEL in concert.
and then i work friday morning, and we leave for effing lejeune.
sexy. sexy. sexy.
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[14 Mar 2006|01:04pm] |
a few quick updates:
* alrite, the boys want to go to myrtle. whoever's down is welcome. let me know. we're leaving after dinner on friday night & probably coming back monday day.
* work has been kicking my ass. as of thursday i'll have 45 hours this week.
* closing tonight.
* yesterday i ran into matt maynard, and my skirt blew up at the gas station. hilarious.
* patrick got really wasted last night and forgot to call me.
* i don't care, i'm going to see him on friday.
* b.dazzle has a double ear infection & a sinus infection. leave kisses for him.
i think that's all.
i just want to get thru the week.
that's all.
kthanks.
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[13 Mar 2006|03:56pm] |
Thirteen Random Things I Like
01) sleeping naked.
02) photography.
03) cute text messages from baby.
04) salmon salad.
05) chicken/ranch wraps, that i make myself.
06) when patrick kisses my forehead while i'm sleeping.
07) pedicures.
08) dying my hair.
09) sleeping with the windows open.
10) looking for shapes in clouds.
11) getting drunk off beer @ the playground.
12) panic! at the disco.
13) talking about our future.
Twelve Good Friends
01) Pfc. English.
02) j.ho.
03) candice.
04) jeNn.
05) B.A.M.F.
06) christopher robin joseph perry.
07) leachim.
08) courtenay.
09) christopher mohr.
10)
11)
12)
Eleven Favorite Foods
01) salmon.
02) grilled chicken.
03) bagels.
04) chocolate chip cookies.
05) swedish fish.
06) pita pockets.
07) chicken salad panini.
08) french onion soup.
09) hot spinach & artichoke dip.
10) wheat thins.
11) lobster bisque.
Ten Good Movies
01) the exorcism of emily rose.
02) wedding crashers.
03) the brother's grimm.
04) SAW II.
07) SAW.
08) giant.
09) closer.
10) the notebook.
Nine Things About You Physically
01) my cup size is a B.
02) brown/green eyes.
03) everchanging hair.
04) two tattoos.
05) eleven piercings.
06) my feet are almost always bare when i'm not at work.
07) sausage fingers.
08) my second toe is longer than my big toe.
09) my toenails are always pink or red.
Eight Good songs
01) sideways - santana ft. citizen cope.
02) fly me to the moon - frank sinatra.
03) brand new - sic transit gloria.
04) saosin - seven years.
05) anyone else but you - moldy peaches.
06) you're my home - billy joel.
07) only the good die young - billy joel.
08) truth or dare equals - the hundreth.
Seven Things You Wear Daily
01) no shoes.
02) mascara.
03) eyeliner.
04) jeans and or, a skirt.
05) pink nail polish.
06) nothing.
07) a smile.
Six Things That Annoy You
01) working doubles.
02) being terrible with money.
03) when you don't answer your phone.
04) my lack of mountain dew.
05) when i run out of cigarettes.
06) that i was too tired to watch grey's anatomy last night.
Five Things You Touch Daily
01) myself. ;]
02) cell phone.
03) makeup.
04) the shower.
05) my hair.
Four TV Shows You Watch
01) HGTV.
02) grey's anatomy.
03) prisonbreak.
04) the OC.
Three Celebrities You Have a Crush on
01) clive owen.
02) owen wilson.
03) vince vaughn.
Two Things You Can't Live Without
01) loving you.
02) my friends.
One Thing You Love
01) sleeping in & having sex.
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| // home is just another word for you.\\ |
[12 Mar 2006|09:16pm] |
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when you look into my eyes and you see the crazy gypsy in my soul,
it always comes as a suprise, when i feel my withered roots begin to grow.
well, i never had a place that i can call my very own.
well, that's alrite my love cause you're my home.
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i miss you terribly.
today i was so burnt out.
from working, i guess.
and being over-exhausted.
and what a better solution from being burnt out, than to go to work!!??
yeaaah. killed me. serious. aaaand then, my sidework was to restock the growler fridge. and today we sold the most beer we have sold, than any other day of the year. lucky me. 29 growlers, for dinner alone. holy hell.
i have six dollars to my name until wednesday.
most of my paycheck went to my carfund.
go me!!
goodness.
tonight is the kind of night where i am wishing that we were already married, and i could come home to you. and hold you & touch you, and just fall asleep beside you.
i would like that, very much.
i'm sorry if i've been sucking at keeping in touch lately.
it's either hit or miss if you try to call me.
i am so exhausted i'd rather catch up on sleep, that stay up an extra 15 minutes for a phone call.
and, on that same note, i would like to state that i hope everyone is alive & well.
i miss you lovies.
and i especially miss you, baby.
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captain jack will get you high tonight.
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| // mary mary quite contrary. how does your garden grow??\\ |
[11 Mar 2006|02:00pm] |
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it's beautiful (again.) outside.
today will be spent: showering, working, and spending the night at natalie's house with her & the boys, because topher is out of town.
sounds fun to me.
i cannot wait for next weekend.
myrtle beach, and a taaann.
and my new bikini.
&&& all my loves.
AND MARINES.
god, i'm in love.
ohohoh, i get to see you next friday.
baby, i cannot wait.
also--
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTOPHER ROBIN JOSEPH PERRY.
me love you long time. duh.
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[10 Mar 2006|02:51pm] |
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it figures.
today i was smoking a cigarette & a ladybug landed on my finger.
it was like a little pick-me-up from my morning at work.
worked from 11:15-2.
then i go back at 4.
buuuuut the in between time will be spent sealing the pictures i printed of patrick & i, in envelopes and addressing them to his mom, his grandparents, & his aunt debbie. cute.:] they want to know what the newest edition to their family looks like.
aw. i'm excited.
in other news, i have a headache precisely the size of africa. however, i am in love with you today. & tomorrow. duh.
next weekend, whoever has been planning on lejeune, the [marine] boys would like to take us to myrtle. let me know your thoughts. it could be fun. i'm down for whatever tho. whatever you wanna do.
p.s. today it is 78 degrees out. with a breeze. aka: skirt & tank top day. god, i love it.
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[09 Mar 2006|11:57pm] |
seriously, if you want to piss me off, you did an excellent job tonight.
i am not going to hook up with you.
i am engaged to be married.
and i am in love with one helluva man.
one greater than you could ever be.
and you're not subtle if you were trying to be.
fucking idiot.
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[09 Mar 2006|12:50pm] |
oh & pee ess. it is *so* sexy outside today.
warm? what?
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| // and when i see you, i really see you upside down.\\ |
[09 Mar 2006|12:31pm] |
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i really miss patrick.
worked a double yesterday.
tonight.
and doubling tomorrow.
hopefully when i go down to lejeune next weekend, patrick & i can add me onto his plan. that would be sweet. seeing as nextel sucks.
anyone have cingular? pros? cons?
i have to look at phones.
i was thinking of buying the razr.
anyone have it?
anyways. today will be spent being a lounge lizard.
for because, it's thursday, and i don't work til 5.
whatev. i found my wedding dress. and i would post a picture, but patrick can't see it.
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| woo woo. i love my boys. |
[06 Mar 2006|09:24pm] |
wasted night with c.perry & b.dazzle.
j.ho is supposed to call.
aaaand, SoCo & lime are my loves.
just a thought.
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| // sweet dreams are made of these..\\ |
[06 Mar 2006|12:23pm] |
i love that when i come downstairs from just laying in bed thinking about you, leila's magnadoodle still has the note you wrote me on it.
that i didn't see til like 10 seconds ago.
Dear Baby,
you are amazing & every day with you is like a sunrise b/c you are so beautiful.
the end, for the moment.
Patrick--
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lovelove.
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[05 Mar 2006|05:19pm] |
 happy birthday me.
 me & grayson.
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